Hai . Saya tention tahap dewa skrg . Stress !!!! Kbye

Semalam aku pergi tengok amin safiy . Harini aku pergi tgk die dah takde . Ya Allah hancurnye hati aku .

Alhamdulillah semua selamat . Aku masih lg lemah . Harap-harap semua okay lepasni . Masih lg mnjadi seorang yg takboleh terima kenyataan . Huu :') kenyataan yang saaangatt menyakitkan . Mungkin aku tak sesungguh dia cuba mndptkan aku balik dlu , sehingga dia sudah takde cara lain smpi die terpakse menggunakan ugutan . Tapi biarlah aku tak menggunakan kaedah yg pernah dia gunakan dlu . Aku tak redha , aku tak pasrah . Aku terluka , kecewa , sakit , derita . Bila semua ni mahu berakhir ? Wallahualam .

*bukak beg* eh ? Ini on dia ? Cibai dia kebas fon aku lagi ! Ahhhh takguna punya abg !!! Aku boleh bayangkan dia tgh gelak evil skrg dgn muka merah tu -.- hoi kalau kwn2 aku text cmane . Eyy ngji betul .

Gallery --> Nad --> Music Files --> Tuhan Jagakan Dia --> Menu --> Delete . Hmm T.T aku download lagu ni lepas dia bg aku lagu ni . Tp since lagu ni dah dtujukan utk org lain , aku decide utk stop dgr lagu ni . Bye *sigh

Harini ialah hari yg extremely memenatkan . I dont know why i become this weak . Things are gettin tougher . Tougher to cope with , it's even tougher to remind myself that we're over. Over . It was unbelivable . This feelings is killing me .

I did things that i shouldn't have done . And it was the worst mistake evah ! Here i am regretting all those sweet memories we both once had . Last time i was walking , and i dont why suddenly i realised i was actually at the place where we both used to sit together . I stopped . Then i knew i was missing you so damn badly . I decided to give you a message . Common questions , asking how you were and how things were going on blablabla . It was kinda a long message though , and the last sentence was , "i miss you :)" . But then , the worst spoiler evah ! I had no credit . So i walked to 7eleven and bought topap maxis 5ringgit . And when i reached home , i open my fb and i read something . It was damn frustrating . I spent my time lying on my bed . Doing what ? Yah of course crying . Finally i managed to get the guts to asked him what was going on . And i think my story ends here ? I dont know what's the ending of our story . But as much time as i needed to be far apart from him back then , i think i need double or tripple time to get over him . To totally get all these out of my head . Or is it gonna take forever ? I dont know . I learnt something . Never hear whispers from devil !